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24 March 2008 @ 12:23 pm
another death close to me  
Easter morning, yesterday, I mentioned death here because it was on my mind.

I was especially depressed Saturday, as I said. And, I felt odd all weekend.

It turns out my friend who I sit next to here at work died sometime over the weekend at his apartment.

We and the investigators are trying to determine exactly when he died. We called his landlord to check on him when he wasn't here at 6:30 this morning and that's how we all found out.

He was about 60, had some serious health problems, but was cheerful and well Thursday when I last talked to him.

I know he had absolutely no relatives that he ever had contact with.

But he had friends, so I and the other friends are trying to sort this out.

I am depressed again and I will be for awhile but I actually feel much better than I did Saturday. I felt horrible but also frightened because I did not understand what was bothering me so much. The fear part is now gone because I know what was upsetting me.